Roberto's Home!!!! (:

So, last night my husband FINALLY came home. It was SOO amazing to see him. I felt like it was a dream almost. The only downer?? He didn't even notice my weight loss. I've lost almost 30lbs. since the last time he saw me, and he didn't say anything. Kinda sucked, but I know I've lost weight, and I look great! (: I know without a shadow of a doubt that this was the right decision for me. I'm losing my boobs, lol.. and I couldn't be happier about that. They've been such an annoyance for so long. I just hope I don't lose them completely. (;


I've lost 16lbs. since my surgery, and it SHOWS! My shirts are all fitting me differently. It's so weird to see myself getting smaller and not really being hungry.. ever! Yesterday was the first day in a week and a half that I was able to eat anything besides Jello or popsicles. I swear if I see another Jello cup, I'm going to vomit. My half a container of strawberry banana yogurt was like eating from a 4 star restaurant. It was AHHH-MAZING! 


I'm having to relearn how to eat, and it's HARD! I pretty much stay dehydrated, and I can't gulp the water. I have to take sips or medicine cap fulls every 15 minutes. It's really hard. That's the hardest part for me so far. I am ALWAYS sooooo thirsty. I'm able to drink V8 juice now. WOO HOO!!!!! (= Drinking two medicine cap fulls and I'm stuffed. Who would have ever thought?? 


It's so exciting to see my life changing so much and in such a great way. I have my beautiful daughter who loves me SO much, my wonderful husband's home and we'll be getting a two week vacation this month, and I'm changing in such amazing way. 


Deployment's next month. I'm trying not to think about it. It worries me. I know God will be with him the entire time, I just don't know how I'm going to live without him for so long. It's hard to think about how difficult it was this past month, and how much harder it will be then. I thank God for good friends and great family because I KNOW I lose it without them, ha! 

This is a picture of my husband and daughter when she was about 8 months old. I love it, so I just wanted to share it. (: